I’m sorry that I haven’t blogged for a while, and I probably won’t be able to make a decent post until later this week. I just got back from Seoraksan/설악산. It was one of the best experiences I’ve ever had and the view was so beautiful. 정말. 전망이 너무 너무 좋다. 얼마나 예쁜지 모르다. ㅋㅋ I plan to take it easy this week and next week until I go to Busan again and Jeonju the week after. After Jeonju I will be entering finals week and then it will all be over. It makes me sad and a bit emotional, especially at the moment when I am kind of tired. I tend to get emotional when I am tired. Haha. I just hits me and I don’t know why the tears come out. Anything about leaving, breaking, separating friendships gets me a little teary. Something deep inside comes out and I don’t know where it comes from. I’m not sure. Sometimes I cry for no reason. Sometimes I don’t cry at the right times. Sometimes I feel like I am insensitive during those times. I don’t get homesick, so I don’t cry when I call home or anything like that. I do miss certain people sometimes, but what makes me sad is the idea that I will not see them for another 10 years or more. At the same time I think that people who live really close to me are taken for granted because I don’t really see them either and we end up drifting apart.
I love how many mountains there are in Asia and in South Korea in general. It’s so great and it makes me feel like I’m on the top of the world. Haha. I wish I could fly sometimes, but I am afraid of heights. Technically I’m supposed to be doing my homework, but I am procrastinating. I really need to get going on this school thing, because I tend to forget I’m in school. I haven’t had a real vacation since spring break and I’m treating this as my vacation, which is a bad mindset. I can’t help it though…
I’m sorry if I keep using the same words over and over again, but it’s just me rambling.
Anyways, I will write more when I have more time. It’s really hard, and I know I haven’t written or posted anything in two weeks.
I miss autumn in Seattle.
